Hearts with Faith
"Faith is being sure of what you hope for and certain of what you do not see" -Hebrews 11:1
Wednesday, October 25, 2017
A lot has changed since my last blog
Tuesday, July 22, 2014
Words can cause pain & motivation too
This is the person who keeps telling me I didn't graduate. I graduated with my Bachelor's in Human Services May 2012, I was 9 months pregnant. A Bachelor's in my family may be insignificant since my dad has a doctorate, but to me it means a lot because I worked very hard for it especially since I went to school throughout my whole pregnancy. Instead of pointing out my flaws & mistakes & telling me I'm a failure. Why don't you congratulate me instead? Stop telling me I don't deserve a trip to Europe or anywhere in the world because I got pregnant before my graduation. Let me tell you I'm glad I got pregnant because no trip around the whole World will ever give me the happiness & memories I shared with my beautiful daughter. Kaylen Faith gave me the most beautiful days of my life & nothing will ever replace that. I'm glad I got pregnant before my graduation, I did graduate with a 3.3GPA & I may not have a job right now, but I am going back to school for my Master's just to prove you I am Not a failure. I'm a grieving mother, if you've lost a loved one in life, you know it's very hard to get your life back on track, but I'm trying. Thank you 💕
Many times in life we can say hurtful things without meaning it, even towards our own children or parents. Please choose your words wisely! ✌️
Thursday, July 17, 2014
Anger
Tuesday, April 8, 2014
It's been a while... With God all things are possible
Monday, February 17, 2014
My birth experience with baby #2
So for those wondering or asking how Landyn's birth was on Sunday, February 9, 2014 here's the story: I started bleeding at 5am called my doc & was told to go to the ER we got there around 5:30am, was taken to labor & delivery. I started getting contractions at 6am, they started off 7 minutes apart. My obgyn was on call & delivering at another hospital & said my csection will be at 8am. He didn't get there till 9 with my contractions being only 2 minutes apart this time I was already dilating & going into labor. It was painful, but Id much rather have 10 natural births than another csection. The pain during labor is temporary once you have your baby it's gone. With a csection there's no pain during delivery & the great thing is you have your baby in 15 minutes but the worse pain begins once the drugs start wearing off. My back is killing me & I can't sleep comfortably. I regret not going for a VBAC, I guess I let my fear take over. I really want at least 2 more children & adopt 1 baby girl I'm afraid I won't be able to or that too many csections will affect my uterus & internal organs. I'm taking a VBA2C (vaginal birth after 2 csections) into consideration. Do any of you know anyone who's had a vba2c or more than 4 csections? I know every body & every labor is different, but I'd like to know anyway :)
Friday, December 6, 2013
Happy Holidays!
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