It's been a while... With God all things are possible

I ask myself why? Why me? God please tell me why? Why did my daughter have to die? Why did you choose me? Am I really that strong? The more I ask the more I know there is a purpose. As much as it hurts me I cannot be selfish. You may ask, how are you being selfish? I am being selfish bc I'm just thinking about my own happiness & not my daughters. My daughter is now with The Lord & no longer connected to machines for life support. My daughter is now happy dancing & singing with the rest of our angels. If my daughter were still on Earth, she would be suffering just like all of us. But we don't all suffer? Really we don't all cry? We don't all fall & get hurt? Even get our hearts broken sometines? Or us females even cry from menstrual cramps, contractions, low self esteem, etc. I am happy because my daughter doesn't have to feel any of our pain. Do I miss her? Of course I do! There's not one day I don't think of her. Her little brother & I talk to her sometimes even though she might not hear us. 

After asking myself & God why so many times I am slowly getting answers. Here is why my daughter: 

*Because you are the chosen ONE to lift others up when they are down. You may be the first to lose a child from your family and friends, but you won't be the last. 

*because you are strong. 

* because others will need you 

* because you will do wonders 

* because you want to be a clinical social worker & work with other bereaved parents. There is no one better than those who have already gone through the same life experience. 

* because now you know the pain of losing a child, strongest pain anyone that loves their child can go through 

*because of this very difficult life incidence you will become stronger, emotionally. After losing a child you will be able to bare many more obstacles. 

* because now you know that your God is everything. Without me you would be lost & no where to be found. I am all you need, you just have to call me & I will be there. I am everywhere! (The Lord speaking to me right now) & no I'm not psycho lol  The Lord does speak to those who seek Him. 🙏😍