I try to hold in my tears right before I go to sleep. I think about my angel everyday, but it's always mostly before I fall asleep. I lay in bed & picture her beautiful face so angelical & perfect! I begin to ask myself: how would she look like right now? I'm sure she would be very talkative already she's such a smart little girl just like her parents lol I feel saddened thinking about her intangible presence on Earth. I know we will meet again, it just feels like an eternity! Although I have to admit this year has flown by! It's a true blessing being a mommy & I'm very very happy another one is on his or her way! I can't wait to meet you baby, I'm sure your sis is protecting you from above!
The reason why I try to hold in my tears & even after trying so hard I just can't...I do it because I don't want this baby to feel my sadness. I want this baby to feel the joy & all other positive feelings I have! I love you my 2 baby angels! Thank you Father for making me a mommy once again. I know your plans are greater than mine, O Lord!
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