OC Walk to Remember & CHOC walk

Today has been a day in which I've thought about my angel the whole day! In the morning I attended an event held by the oc walk to remember in honor of moms & grandma's that have lost a child/ grandchild. I really enjoyed it because I not only got my nails, hair, make up done for free but I also got to interact with other mothers. Sometimes I feel like I'm in this a lone. Like I'm the only one that has lost a child since no one else in my family or close to me has lost a child so they can't relate to my pain. It's hard discussing death, but as time has passed I feel a lot more comfortable. I can actually say I have an angel in heaven, my daughter! Without shedding a tear & putting a smile instead. Is it hard? It's not hard smiling, it's just hard smiling without the one I love. I finally felt comfortable sharing Kaylen's stories with other mothers & I didn't feel a lone in this walk as other mothers opened up & shared their stories with me as well. Today has been an amazing day! After this event I worked for a few hours then headed to a meeting for the CHOC walk which I also do in memory of my angel bc that's the hospital that took care of us for 2 beautiful months! I got a few posters & brochures to give out so others can join us on this event & spread the word around! I'm very excited to walk these walks in memory of my baby Kaylen Faith Morales. I'm going to walk the steps she never did on Earth every year with my family until I die even if they have to push me on a wheelchair once I'm old. I miss you Kaylen! You are my everything! Until the day we meet again my angelical princess! Thank you Lord for this strength, I wouldn't be here if it weren't for you!